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| | Security: | | | Subject: | Sweet | | Time: | 01:54 am |
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| | Going back to an addiction of any kind is just like revisiting an old friend that knows everything about you. | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment   |
| | Security: | | | Subject: | Hey | | Time: | 03:21 pm |
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| Im having a miserable day.
Well, it was ok until I got home from class. My mom called crying. I listened to her for awhile and then my brother. Then I figured out I messed up something badly with my schedule. And now I have a raging headache.
I have been sitting quietly in the dark and now I am going to take a dark shower to hopefully make myself feel better.
The best parts of the last few days have been finally catching up at work and C, my roomie, adopting a gorgeous puppy. (Who I only got to see briefly between class, work, and headache crankiness from hell! :( )
That reminds me I have to change my Darwin's water though. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| By Wednesday!
Fully clean kitchen
Mail friend package
Open counseling letter
Figure out solution to space problems in room
Read plays for Brit lit
Read articles for Brit lit
Response for Brit lit
Watch movie for films
Write response for films
Read articles for response | | comments: Leave a comment |
| **dies**
I had a really weird sex dream about one of my friends.
* No one that would read LJ
* And not someone I find attractive like that at all
I am so embarrassed to see this person now. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| I need a job
I need someone to tell me that I am fine
I need to start working on my seminar papers
I need to lose weight
But despite all of that, I feel great!
Surprisingly good mood lately :)
Hope everyone else is doing well!!! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Security: | | | Subject: | Blah | | Time: | 07:19 am |
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| I am so scared right now. And I do not think anyone takes me seriously as to why...
I just emailed someone in my life who was incredibly manipulative, controlling...mean about it. I had to email-unavoidable due to certain issues. I never ever ever wanted to have contact with this person ever again (or hear their name-anything)
I just have this awful cycle of falling into anyone that shows me any affection and they always turn out to be mean and manipulative.
I have to keep reminding myself that I am a full grown woman and a damned email about something business related is NOT going to hurt me.
In other news, I am exhausted-this week was hectic with classes and visiting authors and being sick again.
Which...why? I feel like I have been sick every week this year on and off. Its obnoxious and starting to get a little concerning. Like what if I have a lingering problem I never address because I just think its me being a little sick?
Eh, Ill take some medicine and shut up. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| The Killers, Jet, AFI, Ok Go
I REALLY want to go to this-its a music festival and tickets 30 dollars for the cheap ones
Anyone else want to go?
I am trying to get several people (though one will do!) | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Security: | | | Subject: | So.... | | Time: | 03:32 pm |
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| Who woke up to find vomit in three different places today and had no idea how it got there?!
That was probably my last time as well. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| 1. Get home and play on the internet for an hour
2. Go shopping
3. Back on internet
4. Check email
5. Throw clothes that need to be hung on bed
6. Make pizza
7. Watch Simpsons
8. Check email
9. Be jealous of House marathon
10. Swear you will clean the room
11. Look for friends online
12. Put some trash in a bag
13. Go to LJ
I will keep you updated on this exhilarating battle. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
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